I am getting very nervous as we are nearing wed the 1st. Jaya is going in to Childrens Hospital in Seattle, to have the muscles in the back of her eye operated on. I am told that this is a very common run of the mill surgery, but none the less I am nervous she will have to be put under for a few hours and I will have to let her go with the doctors alone. I don't like not being able to be there and hold her hand through it all, but I understand. I have been praying alot about it and so have many of the people from our church and family, we will all continue to pray her through the surgery. She is a gift from god, and I know that she is going to be just fine. I guess sometimes you just can't help but worry.